I’m Not Good At This.

I’m not good at this.

I’m not good at talking about how I feel about things, specifically people, situations, and how I relate to them. There are many things that I have been blessed to have experienced and others quite the opposite. They have made me strong, patient, and kind. But they have also caused me to build up a wall that takes a long time for me to remove brick by brick to unveil who I am and what makes me me to someone, anyone, even myself for that matter.

I’m not good at building and maintaining relationships. I’m not good at keeping in touch with people who I want to be in my life. And I’m definitely not good at telling you I care. This is me slowly attempting to chip away at a wall that has been built over many years.

I’m not good at this, but I’m trying to get there, one step at a time. I’m not good at this, so please be patient with me.